All About Polaris

2009-03-05T01:06:00.001+08:00

I've have moved my blog to http://cheeyen.blogspot.com/ see u guys there!!!

Oops..

2009-03-02T23:04:00.001+08:00

2 years has passed.. was chatting with 513 on msn... noticed she created a new blog, inspired me to come back once again.. (actually she nagged me here lol!) Hm.. now that i had a camera shld be able to post updates more often than before... gotta do something 'bout my blog template, is wayyyyyyyyyyy out of date for now. Till then, my company sux, 2 more months before i get my bonus and time to really think and settle down and start earning money during this recession. 513 im backkkkkkkkkkkkk come link me to ur blog =P

2007-04-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm has been a long break for me, now busying submitting resumes at the same time attending interviews.. so whats up recently? As days goes by somehow I learnt to accept different aspects of life; between dream and reality. Just like many of my frens out there i gonna pick up a part time business course as this is the way to secure oneself for a job. And.. learnt to acknowledge quite a few facts which some of them might be very hurting to accept but well.. most importantly is that everyone is happy with who they are with and what they are doing and this is enough i reckoned. Hope i can pick myself up however somehow or rather i still feel depressed. Sigh. Give me a kick pls. Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..

2007-02-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hohoho, Happy chinese new yr!! Hope all have a piggy year ahead and HUAT AR! Whoever wins quite a sum of $$ remember to give me a treat ar! Woohooooooo~~~~~~

2007-02-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

It's been another year and valentine is just around the corner.. hope all lovers around the world cherish with what they have..and stay true to each other! Smile together cry together.. Happy Valentine!

2007-02-12T16:36:00.000+08:00

Just finish watching "Wo men jie hun ba" taiwan drama cast by He Jun Xiang and Liu Zhe Ying, at first thought just another normally happy ending drama but turn out to be is a tragic at the end. Really touching been sometime since i got touched rofl! If anyone of you is interested more about the drama or cast maybe u can go to their website @ www.tvbs.com.tw/Project/tvbs_g/program/marry_me/index.html

nice soundtrack too if u noticed, good drama thumbs up! =D

2007-01-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

YaYaYa updating right now le dudes ;) Haha had been lazy to update the blog cos actually nth much for now as im slacking at home till chinese new year..however i will be goin on a drama course at Singapore Media Academy which will commence on this thursday. Hmm is a 12 week course.. wanted to go for this kind of course since long time ago but it till now before i decide to give it a go to see how's is like ^.^ Meantime slacking with Yeanhui Szejie over world of warcraft! Very nice MMorpg game and with the launching of burning crusade we all no need go out already hahaha. But of course if anyone wan jio me yum cha or wad sure np i come out anytime hahaa. And Val if u planning to go taiwan or Hk best after Cny but before March la i need to get job le if not mum gonna nag nag nag. So hope to get latest news from u~ Cheers.

2007-01-01T11:33:00.001+08:00

Happy New Yr Everyone! New year new beginning new dreams new hope everything.. hope this year will be a better year as before for everyone! Sorry took so long make updates too slack lol. Quited my job finally on 25th Dec 06, no regrets or anything cos not realll very happy with the new management and isnt really something which i can take it as my career. So.. here i am blogging here slacking for the moment b4 i switch to another one xD So for yesterday where did u guys have ur countdown? Hmm for me i did it as prinsep street, somewhere behind plaza sing that area..was a music school and a pub called "Hark music cafe bar." There was lots of fun down there as there were games, singing competitions and drinks! And the best part is that for the lucky draw 3 from our table actually won the prizes~! Im one of them, though is a consolation price but i got myself a box of chocolate and free application for their membership haha, next time go drink got discount~! My fren even more lucky he got the 1sr price - One year 1939 V.S.O.P. So shiok man! Haha, we all enjoy it though theres no fireworks or wad but the atmosphere there already bring us to the climax already. We stayed till around 3+ then here comes our headache - transport. We walk around looking for the stupid bustop for nightrider and there was like so many pple that we could hardly get onto the bus. In the end we manage to hike onto one and went home. When i was gonna slp my fren msg me that those who were waiting for cab was still at orchard waiting, was like omg! lol. poor them =( Val YY chunhoe wj glhf! hahaha..thats about all.. cheers for 2007!

2006-12-12T14:07:00.000+08:00

sorry for the late updates! been busy with work and wow, so here i am! Anyways, went for dinner and dance for aspial corporation (aka LeeHwa) Quite enjoyable, food was nice, handsome gentlemans gorgeous ladies filled the night with spice =D Only bad thing was i nv get to win anything in lucky draw =( there goes my destinee diamond lol. Anyway heres some pictures taken with my colleagues:

The rest of the pics in my another comp, will uploadn when im free..
13 days more to go to freedom! haha,gonna have my lunch!

2006-11-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

todae off went down jusco to choose D&D attire den happen to see hannyee and yeehang down dere also, cos yeehang looking for his attire for prom night. Happy la u 2! Now like free birds man. Managed to get something in the end, though it took quite sometime for yeehang to decide =P but in the end ok la! now handsome liao loh ^^ huiling sure fall in love wif u le hehe. Now not much time to catch with ya guys wait till nx month den jio u bball la hang. After which i bought myself a black shirt from Espirt. Not bad, simple wif thin white lines coming down. Haha, not really into this cos this D&D all uncles and aunties die die muz black shirt so bobian. Will get better stuffs during december! hehe, cos there will be lots and lots of discount and im free! on 25th though -.- tml D&D then off again..dunno wad the boss thinking plan until lidat off and work and off. Aiks..rainy day..

2006-11-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

juz back from work~ after a long weekend break =P During Fri night as planned after work we went indochine for our farewell dinner for Elsie (my in-charge) and here is some of the pictures that we took:

And so everything ends with my in-charge xfering. She's the one on the extreme right.Cute huh? Shes married! 24 yrs old only. Omg nowadays girls got marry at such an early age o_O

So for the rest of the weekend, spent quite a lot, done a bit facial then bought this online game call world of warcraft, very nice graphics and game,can enjoy once in awhile. After which we went for Casino Royale. Much focus on the new bond itself rather than splendid effects, but this is one of the more emotional bonds from the rest of the series which make this movie stands out. Not a bad movie if ya free can go for it.

As for todae is my 1st day with new in charge, he's quite fun and nice to be with, but there's one overall in charge from leehwa who will be watching us, not someone who u can trilled with. Anyway 1 more month for me god bless >.<

Seen many secondary sch and jc students, guess 'o' levels over huh? Grats! As for those taking 'A's jiayou! Little bit to go ya! hope to catch up with ya guys soon! Take care!

2006-11-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

o yea..i freaking excited over the news! cos i gonna have a long weekend!!!!! Yes man, at first only got to off on Fri and Sat, then todae they decided to clear one of my annual leave (as i am quitting already) on sun! Love my in-charge man,sadly they gonna tranfer to another outlet on this following monday :( well nothing is everlasting though, but just to go ahead in life. Tomorrow after work will be having our farewell dinner at indochine (pub with life band in front of Wisma) the band quite solid with a good male singer, if you're free can go for it! Nice atmosphere they have over there definitely a good place to go for relaxing with ur buddies.

So much things in my mind now, thinking of dying hair buy lots and lots of clothings and shop and play! 1 more month to go and another happy guy reborn :D

2006-11-13T10:23:00.000+08:00

back with some updates..1st of all.. quited my current job..tender till 25th Dec before officially quit. Reasons: PR done, not an forever job, working hours, not happy. Haha, intending to take part time courses too..most probably taking bachelor of business.. just that dunno when only. Well shall take a step a time and see how it goes..

2006-11-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

one of the classic video found from youtube - it's damn lame and funny! Thats wad i wanted to see more man, keep it up! Juz click on the video to see it guys!

2006-10-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

YESH! After working tml then..STRAIGHT 3 DAYS OFF!! Thur fri sat.. HOOHohohOHo.. song man, seems juz like a sem break for me. But.. still considering wad to do man..initially had the thought of goin to KL one.. but hui don't really wan cos he juz went malacca..and siowbih cant take leave le so end up wif nth. Anyways.. this coming sat is ch'ng hang's birthday.. and he was planning to ask us to go to "si wan dao" on sat and stay overnight. As for me i cant really stay cos i'll will be working on sun but he keep ask me to fake MC zz. See how la..but most probably will be coming back on the same night. Aiya see how then.

As for those taking 'O' levels (bro hang) and A levels' (hann and gang).. all the best! U all can do it! =D

Last day of October! Salary out *grinz* Hope November will be a better month..

2006-10-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

Bought Emi fujita's latest album, named "Camomile classics". Not a bad album compared to her previous ones, if u are stress or feeling down listening to her album is one of a gd way to release yourself cos she's got damn soothing voice! But if u are very high and listen u might find it slpy though =X Anyway thumbs up Emi!

As for midnight sales on Fri night we did a total of 15.9k! Highest record for our outlet ever achieved so far, but out of this figure i only managed to contribute 500+. So paiseh man.. but bobian met lots of BAOS. However, bad thing is on sat one of the customer come back to make an exchange cos she wanted lose diamond in the end. All was fine, she top up $$ for the loose diamond and as my colleague went to use a plunger(tool to hold loose diamond) she suddenly got out of her mind and ask why did my colleague use that thing to hold her diamond? Will scratch man! Then she explained to her that it was the proper way to hold the diamond. Guess wad she replied. "is my diamond or yours?" We seek help from Leehwa in charge and as she came over tab on customer shoulder she slam her away! We all were shock as she did that and she shouted so loud that even the crowd outside our shop could hear, so paiseh sia. Before she left she still scold my colleague idiot stupid then told her that tell our manager she MIGHT not buy the diamond. Holy. All sort of pple exist. $$ big huh. Hope someone did the same to her so she could feel how's it like.

2006-10-27T15:04:00.000+08:00

off to collect my IC for PR.. will be working till 12am todae due to midnight sales at Wisma..so catch up wif ya guys when im back..

2006-10-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

todae was wad planned like wad i thought; except for the fact when i was about to go off meeting hui from my hse i found out that my car broke down. I cant ignite the freaking engine! Called my dad for rescue 911; ended that all the shops was closed due to hari raya.. so got to wait till dad came back. Hui initiated to come to my hse to help me by using his car's battery power to ignite my junk car..but when he arrived, my dad arrived also,with a battery with him. Haha, bit paiseh lar ask him all the way come down then nv expect dad to come down so fast also. My dad saw him then ask him wanna buy insurance or not LOL! Anyways, after we get the car back alive again we went to meet meng, who was already waiting for us for quite some time (agreed to meet him @ 2,but ended up reaching ard 5) Straight for dinner then we go chiong dotA! Nth much after that had supper then came home, consider quite early normally haven 12am still not back home one haha. Sian..work tml. Nx off - 30 Oct. Bahhhhh,work sux.

2006-10-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

YESHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Last day of work tomorrow and i get to have my off day(finally). 5 days non stop man, freaking 0.0 time to go back to msia,meet my hui and Co. lim teh and dotA! Had a freaking dream last night dreamt abt a gal who went stealing and got caught and she can still sit down dere gather signature to prevent her from goin jail! crap dream -.- Almost everyone in my outlet fall sick except for me; Jason threw up this morning, Iris coughed, Jovin fever; and i eat KFC for my dinner LOL. They all admired me sia haha. anyway hope tomorrow fliessssssssssssss..!

puzzling..

2006-10-23T00:48:00.000+08:00

neighbour beside my outlet sent me this link, is a variety show hosted by jacky wu, super funny, might be familiar or not to u guys but no harm taking a look ^^ If only singapore variety shows can go beyond wad they can go now..if not is juz..zz. Anwyays, here are the link to the videos:

Part one

Part two

Enjoy!!

Updates!

2006-10-22T02:34:00.000+08:00

finally managed to update my blog after so long, managed to get a very nice blogskin to go along! Now already 2+ haven slp,tomorrow will be time to suffer ~_~ Anyways..for todae work as usual,however our outlet manage to hit 11k! Quite a good result for a Citigems outlet, we top the whole retail! Credits to of course to happy devapali!haha..but out of 11k i only managed to contribute 2k >.< so paiseh sia. Hmm..hope tomorrow (todae in fact) will be a better day!Tired after updating blog..nth much to update for now..time to slp! 3 more days before i get to have my off day..snore..

so long..

2006-10-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

long day for today.. crowd in wisma less till can slp..make me whole day damn slpy *yawns* nth much in particular.. everyone was fine, crap wif esther, hua xue mei and phuturelondon staff haha cos too sian liao.. tml and thur off! song.. but dunno go where man, frens all working muz wait till evening then can go out. sianzz. argggg, sian sian sian sian zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. sigh.

16th Oct 2006

2006-10-16T03:58:00.000+08:00

hm.. recently lazy blog.. haha finally some updates. Been working in citigems for almost half a year, got my PR.. hmm..wont stay there for long ba.. but quite fun also la cos colleagues over there quite fun also then met a dam cool gal call KANDIS (got ur name le LOL) very siao one eh. But todae is her last full day thought then will be going back to her poly kind of sad eh. But is still ok cos i will be waiting for u to treat me some youtiaos man! ahhahaa. Hm.. now still considering shld i cont my studies or wad man.. but for myself my interest lies more in performing arts like acting.. but in reality taking business courses is something which is more realistic.. headache sia. Even now quit citigems don really noe wad to work as man. Sigh. Go sell youtiao better lahahaha. dunno wad i typing now i think i muz be slping now LOL. Tml then cont ba duh.

hi pals~

2006-05-05T00:36:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so longggggggggggggggggggg >.< Quite lazy also haha so no go update. But well, found a job and started working, at Plaza Singapura Citigems. Todae's my 3rd day working dere,hmm..at the start don't actually feel quite used to it cos the working hours is actually from 1030am to 1030pm (12hrs wow) Legs feel numb of course, even for todae, except for the better fact that my waist doesn't feel so uncomfortable as the 1st day i started work. Hm.. quite a tiring and challenging job, thinking of juz quitting it lidat but thinking how others actually can work for even few years i thought that i wasnt so weak too >< well, now is probation period, lets hope i get confirmed and everything will be fine. I take it as a learning experience in sales and at the same time serving my 3 yr bonds too(though i dunno whether i can last for 3 yrs ~_~)If u guys are in doubt wad to gift to buy for mother's day well u can actually come citigems and fine me XD. Hm.. my frens, how have u all been? Hope everything is fine and u guys are staying as happy as ever. trying to cheer myself up, hope 3 yrs flies LOL. Stupid bond. Anyways, time to slp already. Job tomorrow. Maybe updating the blog again tomorrow. Sun im off! yay happy muhhaaha. Regards!

hMm..

2005-10-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

erm, sry for for the late update again >< haha, quite lazy then everytime no update xD basically since the spore government I think they also nv bother us about the bond thing (my fren's sis work in msia for 3 yrs they also nv go find her) and my dad ask me to take insurance license 1st, so now currently im preparing for the insurance exam on this coming 3rd of december, the book might seem thick, but i think if understand shld be no prob ba..but too long no study a bit rusty in absorbing liao =X todae woke up so suay, eyes got infected now one big one small o.O hard to open meh, cos so sore till is hard to open. Think got infected due to contact lens ba, that day wear too long le then itchy nx day kena liao T_T aiks.. then my dad went into hospital yesterday.. he complained abt stomach pain and feeling very cold, my mum was so kanchiong cos this has nv happen b4, then wan bring my dad to hospital then he keep say don wan. In the end drag him there haha. Think by tml shld be discharge le ba.. then another suay thing.. my new pc got stuck by lightning ZZZZZZ. Think my network card tio.. cant online =( bad day zzz .Hope things get better for me this coming few months.. =D (To yenyen, u are pig wakaka)

Sowee!

2005-09-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

Haha, sry guys so long nv update my blog =X Cos lazy to update then was busy finding jobs outside and back home playing game xD But sad thing till now still cant manage to get myself a job. Why? Reason 1: Trying to find service based job with promotion opportunities but my diploma is in Multimedia. Regreted taking this course, cos basically wad i have learn is wad pple learnt in dip. in IT. And take a look at straits times newspaper under IT section they are either looking for 3 yrs exp. pple or diploma in IT. If not, diploma in Graphic Design. Sad case. Reason 2: "Hi i am able to apply for PR once i found a job in sing" "Sorry. We only want pple who already got PR ALREADY,Bye" Hangs up. Reason 3: "U have the potential to work in our company, but we need to settle some procedures b4 finalizing anything.We willc all u once u are enlisted" I waited. Waited.Waited. None call. Reason 4: Im competing with pple who have diploma in service industry which makes it more hard to find myself a position >,<. Dunno how now also, shld i just work as waiter or in starbucks 1st or wad. Dilemna. Tml goin spore for job hunt again. Hope can find some decent jobs. If not pple think i at home slacking not finding any jobs then not gd liao =P haiz. May god bless me.

Better luck nx time

2005-07-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

man.. i got "thrashed" from the interview todae. Actually i thought wont be so difficult ba.. then when reach there i was stunt! So many guys! all look so mature and smart. I saw them stoned also. Then we were divided into groups of 10, then go in for 1st round of interview. Each of us will need to gif a speech about ourselves and why do we want to join SIA. Then the 1st guy stood up then hes from Zouk working as bartender. His english was so damn fluent till i so stress man. Then i tot ok, this is juz one of the better ones. Then 1 by 1 all stood up no mistake in their speech. by the time it was my turn, wadever i wanted to say had already been said by them and i was already nervous till i got tongue tied. 1st time tongued tied man. Then in the end they choose 4 out of 10 in every grp to get into 2nd round which was 1 v 1 interview. Sadly, i was one of the six who got disqualified. It was so fast till i got no time to react too. So sian. Bit sad cos i nv really perform to my normal standard during speech in my poly. Haha, but gd experince la~ at least noe wad to do nx time. I think im the youngest there cos most of them ranged from 24-28 yrs old. All of them are so expreriened in their presentation and speech. I think i muz go learn more abt speech and eng too >< Haha..got to find some other jobs for now. tsk tsk.

S.I.A interview

2005-07-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

Few more hours before i go for the air steward interview..zz hope can get in man. Bit nervous cos scare cant ans to the interviewer's question *scared* anyway, this is one chance to really find something to do (those IT companies nv bother about my resume) hope can get in earn enuff $$ and fly ard the world while im still young~! haha,amitabha. Siowbih fetch me there later, save me trips and time finding the place. Got to slp le, if not tml cant crap xD will share wif u guys the results then.Gd luck to me ^^;

special day..

2005-06-23T03:27:00.000+08:00

has been a yr.. fond memories.. haha.Cheers.

Zetai Superstar

2005-06-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Discovered that JingYing got into top 24 for Chn U's Zetai Superstar on Tv. Tough man, respect her. But heard from frens said that she out le after that, dunno real or not also.Anyway lets wish her the best in wadever she do!Back to me..jobs are hard to find..jobs jobs jobs.. i will hunt u down sooner or later xD

o..

2005-06-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

I was walking somewhere within some shopping centre when i saw her once again. Has been quite a time since i last saw her. Become prettier huh i suppose. I say hi to her and she correponded. She was alone at that time and wt thought might be able to do some shopping together. We walked and walked, i juz burt out "how are you?" lol, of course she said "im fine". We went seeing clothings and she was really entu in this kind of things -.- then saw 2 of her frens and i think she gonna had something to do wif them later. But then dunno why they saw us then they say go arcade left 2 of us alone. Haha. But after awhile she turned, told me she got to catch up wif her frens and i.. woke up. - I was dreaming. Hahaahaha. Stupid dream.

21

2005-05-11T03:01:00.000+08:00

Guess wad? Im 21 already?! O my.. this digit to me dunno whether is good or bad. Cos it signifys a new phase of my life (independent) but also signifies Im no more kid anymore. Cant play as much like last time le haha. Miss the days during sec sch days.. well anyway, lets juz hope for the better! Quite happy todae becos I got my bunch of good frens celebrating my 21st Birthday together with me! Haha. We went steamboat across carrefour there, got a total of 12 pple. haha, they bought me a classic adidas watch man, so nice and maN~ wuhahah. Szejie and others also bought cake and Seed Shirt for me as present, really thx them a lot ^^ Also thx to HaNnYee With her extraordinary Bday card haha. Realli enjoyed myself. So fast over liao, muz find job le =X Hope things get on better for me. Wish everyone stay happy always and may everythin go smoothly for u all!

Star Seach canceled

2005-05-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Newspaper reported that Spore will postponed the Star search for this year. Reason? Becos did u guys ever see the champion of previous yr's star search still in action? Popular artist in mediacorp nowadays many of them get into mediacorp through other tunnels and their popularity had already outburst those who took part in star search. The remaining artists from star search who last till now did not get champion yet they still can stay in mediacorp till now. Also, nowadays singing is a more popular career because as more and more sporeans like Stephanie managed grab the hearts of pple from south east asia and now there are the "Jue Dui Superstar" Competition holding right now, is not surprising that star search is being postponed. But, there goes my opportuny T_T stupid. Aiks. Guess got to look for a decent job le.

Thank you mum for everything

2005-05-09T01:44:00.000+08:00

Happy mother's day!! Haha, though is already over, somehow this yr is quite different to me, cos dunno why todae lying on bed then suddenly thought wad if mum juz leave us lidat one day? *touched wood* but we nv realli noe when that day will come. I thought and thought, though i noe i have always made her worry about me for coming home late and sometimes get angry over thr slightest things; but the thought of her leaving me alone one day somehow really stucked my head hard. I was like noe i will cry that kind of feeling, but in front of her i like don care about her one,cos i think i feel awkward or shy to do it ba. But todae i did talk more than before to her and make her laugh lo, at least shes happy =) We celebrate mother's day at hawker centre, though quite cozy and hot but who cares? Most important is one whole family sitting down and enjoying. Time really flies now and next week i will be officially looking for job le ba.. time to make a living for myself instead of relying on my parents >< Man.. really lots to say to my mum say how much i cherish her in our family. She's juz like one of us been though her teenage age and now she can sacrifice everything for us. Im so guilty. Anyway, these few days have been out with yeanhui wenjuin sheeban and frens for tea session then chat and chat. Haha, in the end chat till nth more to chat end up in lanshop again haha. Well im now sick of it too and this further motivates me to really look for a job real sOOon! BaHh.. but after my Bday ^^ To end this blog, i will like to say, "MeEee! I love you for wad u did to me and i really appreciate it though i nv say. Thank you for being my mum. Ur da best!

arr..

2005-05-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

read the newspaper, then saw one article about YeJunChen, the artist last time work in Mediacorp one. Now thne noe why he nv work there le cos he said spore programme most of them are pre-recorded then he don't like cos he said he want to challenge his live hosting skills. Also becos they can't get to an agreement over their contract so he decided to go back to M'sia's showbiz where he found his point. But during this period he said he went to Taiwan to look for opportunities by making appointment with respective "managers" with his resume but no one was interested in him. I was like "woah".. he also no one interested. In the end his staying pass was almost expired and his $10000 was also almost depleted so went back to M'sia liao. But he doin quite well in M'sia ba, at least he gets wad he wanted.

hmm..

2005-05-04T22:09:00.000+08:00

thinking of what to get for mother's day, actually nv have the habit of giving anything to my mum but dunno why lately feel that sometimes being a mum very kelian cos she devoted all her time to us >< For people who stay at home and got nothing to do, find something do, spent ur time wisely ^^ Chn U 5 pm got the "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" hosted by XiaoZhu,Big S and small S. Is an interesting variety show relating to showbiz news, can consider watching it if you are bored. Man im poor, someone pls find job lobangs for me so i can survive =S

Zz..

2005-05-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Bored. Super Bored Day. And, Time flies.

Happy Labour Day for all ^^

2005-05-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

song, juz finish bathing. Back from lanshop, fun man juz now, play warcraft Dota! Very fun cos frens all play together, then need teamwork if not confirm lose one. Haha, quite exciting man XD Now hair wet, waiting for hair dry, so sian now, nth to do le. Haha, juz now Yaying msg me wad the arrows are used for in maple i was like stone a while sial, cos Yaying in maple? Impossible! Haha, but good la, another fren to add in maple and play together le ^^ Aiks.. but now don have the mood to bia already, nowadays play back gunbound and warcraft, cos maple reset everything muz train from lv 0. Money also! Omg, i feel so poor inside, so discouraging ><>< now dunno can go or not, maybe try ask again hehe. Aiks.. nth much to type, go msn chat le.

Tears

2005-04-29T13:06:00.000+08:00

Thinking of putting a song onto my blog and wanted to upload "Tears" by X Japan. However i think i misplaced my cd then i went searching all over the place then finally found the cd. Haha, i tot i lost it cos i really love the songs man. Then played the cd before i slept cos my brother wasnt at home! haha, is my world! As i lay down and review the songs one by one, when I listen to the live version of tears, i dunno why i shed a tear man. A tear! lolx, only one drip somemore. Felt quite sad ba cos this song is really sad and triggers memories =/ Anyway, i fell asleep real soon and tada here i am writing the 2nd blog. Uploading the song now, guess will be long cos im using 56k -_- Anyway guess todae i am stuck at home once again doing the same things. Tml cna go out wif my fren! haha, to where? I guess lanshop ba, play games ^^

Well..

2005-04-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

Don't intend to create a blog actually, as i already have other blogs from other websites. But i guess the design and layout here is more convenient and easy ba. So here i am blogging ^^ As usual, i am at home doin nothing much once again. Playing gunbound, maple,chat,blog. So bored. Graduated from poly, while most of the graduates seem busying looking around for jobs, I am practically doin nothing. Why? Because I have a dream. To most of u all it might seem to be a dream that is very hard to realise, but besides this i see no interest in other jobs. To be an actor/singer/DJ. Entertainer. Actually i quite regreted getting into the course in poly which is multimedia computing cause i found out i don really learn much from there and thats not my real interest. Have thought of picking up mass communication as i yearned to be a DJ, however cant get in as my english got a C6. Morever i am more confortable to pick up chinese mass comm compared to english as well.. u noe, my chinese rocks =X I noe how to entertain people and i really did thought that i can actually get into showbiz. The thing now is that i need opportunites. Hmm.. this year i think there's a star search competition held and i think i am gonna join it. But don really dare to tell people what i plan to do cos im scared they think i am juz day dreaming. So well.. here's another way to express my thoughts here. As i need to serve bond for Singapore after i graduate, if i did not met it into the competition, i guess all i can do is to serve the bond and go take up mass comm dip/degree over again. hope it is nv late to learn anything again ><

Talking about relationships.. maybe i don really noe how to handle them ba.. so results in breaking off wif my stead. I think both of us are at fault, and I know i break because staying together wont get us to anywhere.. as there's lack of trust and as we held different thinkings. Maybe she's right.. i'm a dull and boring person,cos i don really know what to do in a relationship =/ well.. what i can do now is let things go naturally ba..